no dude i fucking lose all the time i cant stop gambling whenever i get money i go gamble
Try to not keep money at hand. Give it to somebody you trust, good friend or family.
Gamble for a while only with free/faucet money. It will show you over time that gambling is a way to spend time and money. It's supposed to be entertainment, not a way of living. And certainly not a way to earn money.
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BTC is not a fortune. Get over it. It's good that you realize now you did something wrong, it can lead to a cure.
As somebody else said: find a way to get busy. Computer games, movies/TV shows, fishing, some sport, anything is good. Try to make (more) friends and go out. Over time you'll clear your mind.