Thank u all for replying i feel better now, i sure do need to stop gambling but it's really really hard :/ All i can think about was getting the money back, and i end up losing even more , greediness i have LOTs of it. I try my best not to suicide about this..
If you can not stop play gambling, you must make bet with low amount or you can accept lost it and don't making bet with all of your money and remember don't try suicide still there are chance for you. 