Asking advice after you lost? Go take a walk, dude.
That's just how gambling is; sometimes you win and sometimes you lose.
no dude i fucking lose all the time i cant stop gambling whenever i get money i go gamble
You know that you are addicted. That is good first step. Because the worst case is if someone is so stubborn and deny that he is in fact addicted gambler.
You are probably suffering the most from symptom called sunk cost fallacy - you lost some bets and you want to fix it by gambling more to recover.
It is a dead end in most cases - you will just dig deeper hole for yourself. Without proper interaction and conversation there is little I can do for you.