what should i do fuck this shit
Take a break from bitcoin, go take a walk outside, chat with friends and family.
i want to suicicde no joke
You should stop thinking about this!
Money isn't everything anyway. (Just stuff invented by us. numbers.)
Why the heck do you think your life < 1.1BTC?
i have no friends im a loner who is addictedto gambling
Do something. Get busy.
Just do what you love to do.
i spend all my time trying to make money online and then i go gamble it all away i hate myself
that is a big mistake, you shouldn't gamble all your hard earned money. do you think you can surely on gambling sites that is why you used all your money playing? i think you are one of those who believes in a "betting script" which will make you win right? IIRC i know who you are in phil crypto fb group