You should know already what would possibly happen on your money when you intend to  play gambling and  thats the risk on lossing all your money. As i saw on your betting style you becoming  greedy in the end and decide to bet 0.5   directly hoping to win back directly your losses which is really goes on opposite way. Dont do suicide since its just  money after all and 1.1 btc is too small to do suicide.lol