Yeah. The only drug that worked for me was Xanax. I don't have it right now.
Sorry to hear about that. I've suffered with depression and anxiety disorder for most of my adult life.
Xanax is certainly a miracle drug for treating anxiety. Why don't you have it right now ? Get that scrip refilled bro.
You have to pray for strength to overcome it, brother 
Doesn't work that way, unfortunately.