[...] but im planning to win it back.
You may be showing signs of gambling addiction. Please consider cutting your losses before it gets worse.
On the other hand, winning is always a possibility. Why not throw fuel on the fire, double or nothing means win or quit forever.
It is a fact that most people lose more times then that they win when it come to gambling that is just how it goes. The odds are in the casinos favor.
If you want to gamble then you need to accept that fact or just do not gamble if you do not like it.
Casinos games are design to be entertaining so we can easily forget our loses but there are still people who wants do both to enjoy and to make money and most of them do not succeed, maybe we should try a game that has no house edge in the matter to have a bigger chance of winning.
this is why i don't like real casinos that much.
because when you enter you will have a hard time controlling yourself from that time onwards.
all the environment will affect your judgement and all your plans will go out of your head when you touch the first chip.
This last point is correct. Before play gambling, we will make some strategies and methods. How to play, how much we have to spend everything. But once started our game and if we lose 2 or 3 games back to back that's it. What we planned everything would wash out from our head. Afterwards, we play just a blind game.