It's been kinda emotional to see the roller coaster going that fast on his way down within few minutes. I hated that shit when I was a kid and now that's even worst with my money 
Then maybe you shouldn't have put your money into a volatile and speculative asset? Emotions have no place here. Personally, I love this shit. Sell at the top, buy back at the bottom: easiest money I ever made. Well, I guess holding gains are easier, but this is more fun. 
Yup u right. But since i've started to play around this, there were only few fast drops and i was away from my charts in the meantime. So I didn't even notice the shit happens. But this time was behind my computer and the drop was proportional to the peak of adrenaline. Let's say I paid for my first lesson of "How hard can i hold my butt"