Quit Gambling! Stay away for a month if you are an addict and get involved in some other activities.. Slowly, you'll notice your addiction is dropping.. And you'll be able to quit soon "IF" you try..You'll never earn anything in the long termterm. You know that very well!
One month time is not quitting IMO, you are just relaxing under that situation and maybe by the time you will come back you have more money to lose again,LOL.. I hope that time it will not wreck your life again but enjoy gambling and maybe fix your life if possible.