You know, two years ago I moved to Hungary (east direction) and I was hoping if I will find a work and life job at a hostel, that I will be able to save money and I will able to finish school in the UK (well actually I thought I will manage it faster than in two years), and maybe just maybe I will have better life one day, because so far me life is not so good. Mostly because I lost my parents when I was 6 years old, I end up on the street a few times, but I managed to survive and get back to normal life (but I really dont want to end up on the street again because it was really horrible)

Anyway so I moved to Hungary where a found this job and I worked at one hostel 525 days, mostly night shifts every single day 14 hours and I got 10 euros per shift. I worked around 420+ hours every month and I got 300 euros per month plus free bed above the reception (so no privacy and noise from downstairs all the time).
After 525 days I managed to save almost 2000 pounds and I thought I will be able to move to the UK, settle down and continue with school from January, but I was really worried all the time what if something happen to me, I will run out of money, I wont be able to find a job, etc.

I moved to the UK 3 weeks ago (not to London) and I thought I will save some money for public transport if I will buy a bike. I bought a road bike (because I had a road bike before and I am using bike all the time) and I was also able to find a job at hostel in Cardiff (not work exchange) pretty quickly, but on the way from the first trial shift I felled of the bike (over the bike) when bike chain felled of and I end up with 3x times broken cheek-bone on the road and It knock me out for one hour, I also lost my memory temporary.

They discharged me from the hospital but they told me when swallowing goes down I will need a surgery, because I will have a little bit flat face, but I really can do that because they would fire me from my job, where I return after 10 days, but after 3 shifts my old laptop died and I am not able to fix him, because I broke screen when I moved to Hungary (I was using external monitor). so I had to buy a new one and now I am out of money and on the way to became homeless because I have no idea when (if) I will get paid from this job in Cardiff because I still dont have a NIN and a bank account ...

I will have to pay rent in a few days but I really dont think so that they will care that I cannot pay now so I have maybe last 10 days. Its really funny, because I was working like an asshole for long time and all my savings are gone in less than 1 month.


Sorry for this offtopic, but I just dont know...