u have no idea what i want or who i am  so stop trying to judge me  yes i did want one  "again"   i wanted a batch 2  but not anymore  did u not read my post that it took me a few seconds to not give a fuck anymore...   and  how did this come to be all about me when i was trying to get a point across.  does no one  have  respect anymore  for others, is everyone so programmed to live in a box.     i am sorry if i look at things at a different scale than "apparently most" cannot.