I also walked through the difficulty of losing, greediness, stress, upset and emotional. There is a time that I can't control myself on playing. Reminded myself why I am just wasting my earned even I can't win over the house. Just like self reflection on my self why I need to gamble? just for an easy money? for my entertainment? is this the road for richness? When playing gambling I play seldom to avoid to repeat my old self if I continue again it will cause a big mess up on my life.