Managing money is really hard especially to people like me that wants to buy anything that I want. When i had my first bitcoin i bought a phone. I changed it first to real money and bought it. And i think why didnt I invested it. Then i had an everyday facepalm everytime I remember that
It's not just you that feel difficult to manage money, almost everyone was also experiencing it. The best way is to change our mind, and starting from now should immediately reduce or eliminate non-essential purchases and divert to long term investing like buying bitcoin or altcoin.