You have no "right" to conduct business here. None of us has that "right". Instead of blaming others, blame yourself. You made the posts.
You also know spammy posts will bring some scorn or worse if you wear a signature.
I think this might be crazy, but it might be logical to expect a little bit of criticism when you make controversial/questionable decisions, especially those that affect others is a negative way.
I am surprised that more people are not calling for Lauda to explain herself in regards to many of her decisions -- both in terms of trust and in terms of moderation actions. The maybe one time that Lauda was asked to explain herself, she only embarrassed herself and made herself look immature, or maybe I should say, exposed herself as being immature.