I...seem to be...committing myself to... the impossibility of any objective measure of... Truth.
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Thus I am... free to choose... values/ethics.. I feel...benefits me.
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I am not going to wrap myself in a silly set of arbitrary rules
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group... values... violate... my optimal degrees-of-freedom.
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my value system... wasn't clearly conceptualized and articulated
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my failures in life were due to not clearly defending my values
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I ... suffered ... greatly in my life
I have reduced your argument to its core premises and conclusions. It is for you to decide if further reflection is warranted.