Please check my screenshots, I lost my money just this way. It's not normal. Please tell Stunna that money was been everything for me. Please.
On the contrary, it's absolutely normal losing when gambling otherwise not even a gabling site would exist and survive.
You should be aware of it or become aware before committing same mistake again.
Your life, like everyone else ones, it's worth much more than the amount you lose: learn the lesson and move on.