If you know the risk at first on playing gambling then you should didnt risk that money.It does really hurt and im feel sorry on your losses man and expect that admin or staffs of PD wont reply on your emails since there is no refund once you lose the money.If you lose it then its your responsibility.
I know It's my fault, I lost my everything, what I do now?
Sorry for your loss man, there's nothing anyone can do about it's gambling, folks lose and win. you should start working(either online or some local job) instead of trying to get easy money off gambling.