I simultaneously sympathize and feel sad for this user. Then i read this entire post and felt like facepalming harder than ever.

Sure it sucks to lose ones holding. Especially when it's you livelyhood you are gambling with. I get your frustration, and it must suck. It's gonna propably suck even more before it's gonna get better for you. I would love to tell you that some web angel of gambling would replenish our holding, and you could keep on living your life as you did. The trully sad thing is that this situation was inevitable. The sad tale of soo many before you and soo many after you will follow.

All gamblers, and especially ludomanians like this user, will eventually reach a point where their holding/deposit is swallowed whole. The other sad thing is the steps an addict will go to keep their addiction going. Just look at this sad guy gambling all that he owns, and probably his future too. Ofcourse its his own fault, but good luck with telling that to an addict. He will lie to every one, including him self, to feed his addiction. Plotting devious plan's that no gamblingsites can do anything about (martingale, with alternating win/lose in this case) seems like the surest thing, cause they haven't seen that before, right *wink*.

I feel sad for you dude, and I hope you get some propper help getting on with you life.