I'm gonna fucking kill my self
You won a bunch yesterday. Maybe it isn't just the right time for you today. Surely you are still in profit from your previous winnings.

I lost it ALL I have not a single dollar left in my name
I'm seriously considering breaking my face jumping off a fucking builindg
Don't do it dude, gambling is not life and your life is more precious than those amount that you lose for this day even though that amount is really too big. Don't make yourself wasted just because of it, there are a lot of ways so that you can stand again with your life. Just be serious with your life there are a lot of people who wanted to live but you want to kill yourself. Your even more lucky than them.