I'm gonna fucking kill my self
You won a bunch yesterday. Maybe it isn't just the right time for you today. Surely you are still in profit from your previous winnings. 
I lost it ALL I have not a single dollar left in my name
I'm seriously considering breaking my face jumping off a fucking builindg
I would consider that also if I was numb in the head like you. It wouldn't hurt anyway. That aside, get help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!