[...] How else should I learn?
Well, If you're
willing to "learn" let's start with your last post:
[...] Can you show me proof? [...]
You're not "on trial" here. There is no need for some kind of definitive "proof". Most people around here understand how
Web Archives and
Google Caching works (which BTW is "proof" enough on its own). So you're going through your "goodwill" with most of the people on this forum really fast...
Maybe you can try a different tactic? If I may give you a suggestion: try acknowledging what you did wrong, accept it is not acceptable behaviour, ammend your behaviour accordingly... It might bring you a lot further in life - in general - and on this forum - in particular.