So you admit that if your god is real, then it is perfectly acceptable to give a child cancer and/or to let a child be raped by a servant of his?
Chuckles you are a sick and twisted individual.
As you continue to remain an enemy of God, you thereby uphold all the evil in the world. Why not turn and accept God, so that you can start to work against evil in this life? If you don't, when God's plan for evil removal is fulfilled, then you will be removed right along with the rest of the evil.
Turn to God and good, so that the evil in you is removed the easy way >>> Jesus salvation... rather than the hard way >>> eternity in Hell fire.
