and about my neg trust It was just a misunderstanding, i never scam people and my site for colaterral still active

and was payback my loan in rupiah

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Unfortunately you are red flagged now
1) Offering escrow services without enough reputation/rank
2) Stating that they will use the said service to farm positive trust
To OP, there are people here who will offer you services just to gain trust or positive feedback, they will even provide the service for free but I strongly suggest that you go to the seasoned
Escrows in this forum for a peace of mind. Don't mind the charges that they ask, at least you are safe unlike going with a new kid on the block and might runaway with your money. Just my 2 Satoshis.