You work with troubled teens and alcoholics don't you?
Yes, but that has absolutely nothing to do with you or this situation. You're a random guy on the internet, and we can only judge you based on what you write and what you do. You took that guy's money, refused to send it back to him, played games with everyone here, and went on a protracted rant about Muslims--then you wanted to give your account to me. So would I trust you with bitcoin? HELL FUCKING NO. That's why your red trust should stay red. There's no reason to trust you with bitcoin, regardless of whatever you're afflicted with in your private life.
If someone showed up to my rehab and said that no one trusts him on bitcointalk because of stealing money and racism, you know what I'd tell him? Suck it the fuck up, you earned that mistrust with your actions. I would put it more gently than that, of course, but overall the message would be the same.