I know that I have lost way more times then that I have won so That is why I do not gamble anymore, when you win you think that you can do it again.
But when you think that you can win again you are going to keep playing and end up losing constantly.
It's a good thing you realized the trap gambling had laid for you. And I admire you for the discipline you have enforced to yourself. It's very hard to stop when all your mind is into chasing loses. But then you managed too

. As for me, whenever i got extra from my earning, savings already set aside, I always try to reap some profit but then most likely being strip of my extra LOL. Well that is gambling, at the end you will lose all if you don't know when to quit

correct, that's giving up in gambling isn't easy to apply. It's very seldom to see that in the other gamblers only you I know, Even me sometimes I can't stop playing myself inside the gambling site I'm always attempted to deposit some bitcoins to into my bankroll, but in the end I always end up of nothing lol