Dude,are you alright ? Taking your doses on time ? Please consult a psychiatrist if you aren't doing it already.I know everyone goes through this phase,either it's genetical disorder or too much self loathing in the early teenage days as you have bottled up shit inside your soul.It comes out this way,through your posts,your reactions to simple things in life.Your self-endurance will get weaker if you continue with the same attitude in life.

Lock this thread and spend sometime watching a movie or something.Will help you feel better..