I have 38BTC locked and in alex's hands, with a public dox against my name, do you really think I am going to sit here and lie and dig my hole deeper? Believe as you wish, I am telling you the exact reasoning behind my actions. It is up to you whether you believe it or not. Any idiot knows funds are in server wallets/cold storage, and not in site accounts (besides gamblers of course).
I personally don't think it's justified to hold that money as a revenge for what you've done but neither do I agree with your actions.