I am shameful if I lose bigger amounts of money and somebody see that then I fcking hate that but when I gamble on internet only I can see that and I am not shameful.
I know that feeling mate, I just hate gambling and shameful that way. But literally I don't that seriously with the whole gambling concept, I hate it when worst case scenario happens to me. And that is just passing by for a while or a day or two. I feel embarrassed when someone saw my loses, I just really felt that way.