I really am not trying to keep you from believing the things you want to believe. But you are believing something that is false according to your statements. God created evil without being evil, and I explained how He could, and why He would, do such a thing, in previous posts in this thread.
It is impossible to create a concept without knowing what the concept entails. God created evil knowing exactly what evil was and all it would do. God is evil, use logic sir.
Spoken like a true human weakling who thinks he knows what the Great God is like.
If you are confused, simply ask into the air. Ask God to show you the way. Then be patient until He does so.
Read the Bible. Don't attempt to believe it or disbelieve it. Just read it. God will show Himself to your inner mind if you are patient.