No offense, but your account is worthless. Anyone can create an anonymous account for free, in a few seconds.
It's strange how you immediately initiate the two (possibly) most untrustworthy and common trades that a newbie can ask for that usually end up in scams: this loan, and
buying bitcoin with PayPal.
How repay: Buying bitcoin when I get paid giving it to lender.
Just wait for someone to sell you their bitcoin and this extra step will not be needed.