By the standard definition of atheism, you are not an atheist. Why not? Because once you are asked the question about God, you change from not believing, into believing one way or the other. If you had remained ignorant of the idea of atheism, then you might be able to be an atheist.

A person who has been introduced to the idea of God, is someone who knows that God might possibly exist. How does he know this? Because he hasn't checked all the corners of the earth or the universe to see if God isn't there. Yet, according to the standard definition of "atheism," an atheist would have to know that God does not exist once he is aware of the idea of atheism, if he wanted to remain an atheist.

Perhaps you have changed the definition of "atheism" for yourself. If you have, you are being deceptive about it with the people who read your posts in the forum.

If you have NOT changed the definition of "atheism" for yourself, you are simply a liar.

This means that you have an atheism religion going for yourself.