Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
Well in my own point of view you really are consider a worst online gambler because in three days you have lost almost six hundred thousands pesoses ( ph currency ) equivalent to 10 btc today. However, you still have a reason to live because it's not yet the end of the world and there's a saying once you fell down, you should know how to get up to your own feet means, learn from your mistake move on and do something about it cause because it never to late for you .
That makes sense at all. Well you still holding some of them so its not the end at all. I would highly recommend you to try some sports betting or trading instead, while you risk your money you will also learn too and aside from that you could follow some tipsters.