Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
If you still have 15 btc then it is totally not that bad yet. Especially if losing 10btc will be a good lesson for you that gambling brings losses and losses only. You better invest, say, 1btc in different altcoins. Thus you will get a chance to return the lost money at least partially. And as you now know gamling brings losses, you may also invest in some good casino and be one of those who gets the money you lost before. Good luck and stop saying there's no sense in life. Gosh, most of people in the world never have such big amounts of money as you have now.