"egotism is a disease of the incapable, and vanishes or nearly vanishes among the super-capable." - ESR

The volumes of discourse you've left here thus far teem with egotism. 
Is it the deterioration of your physical health that allows your ego to get the best of you?
Are you incapable or super-capable?

Those are rhetorical...

The one question I have for you:  when will you publish your white paper?