Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
You know what, you are not the worst gambler in history, you are just a gambler. You are saying you've lost 10 BTC out of 25, so you still have 15 BTC, right? And thinking you thinking on ending your life because of that? What should I do then if I have less than 0.1?
In short, you are lucky you still have 15 BTC. Don't gamble with them, don't try to recover your losses, because if you will try to do that, most likely you'll be writing another similar post here soon.
P.S. Martingale is a road to hell. Every gambler should know that. And you are right, it's like a demon, because it makes you think you have more chances to win with it.