Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
Though I am not someone who has the authority to advice you but mate think of those who loose their hands/legs and yet they have the hope to fight the life and the problems. If you cannot even face a 10 BTC loss then really what you can do in life ?
I mean come on its just a loss and if you are really so hurt by the loss, have my word and quit it right away, make a goal to earn 10 btc anyhow by the end of this year and you are all good. It costed just a few months of yours rather than the life.