Wow, I am fucking pathetic. Playing Bitcoin Dice sites, I get my ass handed to me.
Over 3 days, I've been gambling on bitcoin websites. I won quite a bit. But I play very high stakes games. I tried to grow my bankroll and failed miserably. This martingale thing is like a fucking demon.
I only hold like 25 BTC, and I already lost 10 of them, in three fucking days.
Fuck my life and fuck me. How anyone could lose that much that soon is beyond me. I'm beyond hope and that's all there is to it.
I am the worst gambler in history, what reason is there for me to live?
No. you only have lose only 10btc I know some people lost hundreds or a thousand btc in gambling that's makes you not the worst one, also you have still 15btc more you can get it back just don't gamble it anymore and earn it back by do the altcoin trading. Don't waste your life just for 10btc loss in gambling just move on and make your experience as a lesson.