Nope, I feel cool. I like people to talk about how much I gambled (makes an image of a wealthy man as I am).
Felt shame only in the past when I took loans to gamble and had stolen money from my parents. Dumb I was when I was younger
That's a good thing to do, not being ashamed of what you do and just be confident. I just think that being wealthy or an image of being wealthy is not sufficient, it's not something that you should feel great about. It's great that you admitted that and it's better to be the better man by repaying what you got. I still have my own sins to repay, and I'm humiliated by it.