Nope, I feel cool. I like people to talk about how much I gambled (makes an image of a wealthy man as I am).
Felt shame only in the past when I took loans to gamble and had stolen money from my parents. Dumb I was when I was younger
It's great if you stop doing those 2 things. Because these two things illustrate how addicted you are to gambling. People have a lot of people who despise people who are desperate to borrow money just to gamble. Logically, they would have looked down on the person who stole just to gamble. So stop you from doing those 2 things is a tremendous change in you.