Post an interview with him on youtube and post a link here. Otherwise stop talking about your fantasies.
I'd really like to stop talking about my fantasies, so sometime I will start, just so I can talk.
You don't need a Youtube interview. He is working through you right now, at the same time He gives you your freedom.
Sorry buddy. No interview, he does not exist.
You said you found him. Where is he hiding? In your day dreams?
He's hiding in your soul... in all our souls. Acknowledge Him before He withdraws His Spirit from you, and you die in utter loneliness.
Admitting that he is imaginary is a first step in your recovery. Good luck.