i knew it was wrong to sell 13000 strat at 80 cents

No you didn't, because you did it.
Hold your strats, this is just the beginning of bright future.

yes i did, to pay my rent, was 2 months behind on rent and had to withdraw all my strat bag..... then only 2 weeks after i sold strat started to pump like crazy... I could have $130,0000 now

Move on and you can still start a new portfolio in crypto . The thing is the technology has so much potential yet people doesn't know what is in store for them . Creative developers are popping up bringing new ideas . Who knows what come next killer apps after Stratis. I remember I lost half of my bitshares to poloniex because of wrong wallet recipient . I did swallow that big pill and move on . Now I am enjoying my earning and still investing to other crypto projects.