Be happy that you are not. You would be a nervous wreck and your life time would have been cutted around 5 years.
I am an original stakeholder (just a few), I am rich now and I know what I am talking about.
Why? All you had to do is sit there and do nothing. That's what I did. I can't say I've suffered along the way.
Just wanted to console him - in the real life, I didn't suffer - I am waiting for my new BMW - sponsored by NEM