Buying accounts for money upholds integrity? Why is it allowed on this forum?

Is begging for a revoke on a ban without a warning too much to ask?

Check my profile and tell me that I was the worst of all the accounts here on bitcointalk?

 https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?action=profile

Please, I beg you, no amount of buying even the highest ranked account will ever make me happy as having my own account back.

I know you guys are bigger than me, greater than me, more OG than me, bull all I'm asking is to consider my case. I'm genuine, and never wished bad for even a single member of this community. I have always been grateful for being a part of this community. I have passionately contributed to the community.

This is my life, I'm not scared of being an outlaw, but can't take the fact that my family would banish me, without heart without a warning especially when there are shittier things happening here in the community.

They say, even the lord forgives.