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It is most unfortunate that you chose to destroy what has been accomplished so far. However, it is now becoming more and more apparent that you may not have what it takes to build something like this, and that the lure of 700 bitcoin was too much for you. Still, the door will stay open to you to return to the flock, upon repayment of your debts.

Seriously, why the theft, the lies, the mockery, the abject self sabotage ? Do you wish to accomplish nothing with your life, content with wallowing in whatever booze and drugs you can get your hands on until death finally takes you ? Only you can choose to break this cycle of decay, but it takes will, and honesty, which you had, I think.