I was sad I was blacklisted but (am...was...am) a true project supporter. I didn't know Jr. Member(s) were excluded and there were new rules,
after a good night sleep I can understand the dev and the new rules

One comment, there was a rule about 10 posts, personally I'd rather post on slack channel(s) (more responsive on my phone) compared to bitcointalk.
apologies for my frustration yesterday
Buddy, the community didn't blame you. Anyone will be angry if they didn't know the reason being in the blacklist. You can follow our official forum to know more about our rules.
I'm not sure why you were banned. But I would suggest that you don't have your 10 posts in one day such as the distribution day. You can review for more information about burst posting via the link to official forum.