Trading dont suck at all. You loose all this money simply because u jumped steps of learning, u should have done with low values, and if u loose that much money and u got this pissed(from your mistake) it means that u shouldnt do this size of trade. BUT, if ur wiling to hold ur coins, good luck on this way down 
I understand if op wants it, the expertise and style of each trader is very different, if we do not dare speculate then it can hold as long as possible until the price becomes clear, it is tantamount to investing in gold assets. But it should be noted that we also have to be reactive to weak coins that can be didelist anytime by the market, we need to take quick steps to sell it.