We learn from our past, they say. I've been through an abusive relationship. That often blurs the lines that define my space even today.
To know this helps me not to repeat my past mistakes but the lesson has come with a price.
I have anxiety almost everyday during conversations with friends when simple questions like where are you right now?, did you end up meeting that old friend on the weekend? end up worrying me.
Well, I think I am lucky to not experience that abusive relationship even if I have a multiple failed relationship I can still enjoying my own life. People around me can advise me what to do, what is wrong for me, and what is right for me to do but still the decisions is in ourselves and no one can control us.