Achieving what you want to be is much more important rather than all in on bitcoin.

You got what you want at the place where you always want to be yes you will miss something but it will not affect you upto that extent soon another person will come to your life and all become normal you remain enthusiastic still achieving what you want and happy. Life is going good. So my friend either of the cases you will lose something but in first case you will lose yourself that will be great lose. Life is a continuous process new person will come not opportunities so better decide yourself.