trading is not easy as you will loose money before you will eventually gain some cash, but it all lies in your decision making skills, nothing more
I think thats normal for a newbie to make mistakes and every mistakes you will learn something so the next time you trade, you are aware of how it goes. before i started to trade i study the dos and donts, with a small capital i bought a coins that has potential and listen to my friend who teach me how to trade.