Hey Boseda,
the very last post was deleted, but back logging my history shouldnt be a problem for anyone. Of course mods have a ton of that and more on their back and I am not special snowflake or Virgin Mary... yet I havent posted on the forum for months (before today) for the sole reason of waiting for an email answer to my appeal. To no avail.

So thank you for the input, any sort of feedback feels like blessing right now.